Joey to the world

I wish...
...that money wasn't such a necessity.
...that I had 3 hours every friday to just sit in a library and dig around and read whatever I wanted to expand my horizons.
...I wish I had more motivation to accomplish things.
...I wish I had the energy to renew some friendships with some old friends, and to try and be a positive influence on them. But it takes so much energy. It's so sad...because I really think I could do a lot of good, but its just so hard.