My most favorite thing to do is to think if I was/were (<-not sure which) given two wishes everyday, what would my two wishes be for today. The idea is that you've always gotten two wishes so its not like some big deal. I also really enjoy posing this question to other people. It often stimulates interesting conversations. Anyways, I've been keeping track of my wishes in a book, but I can't find it anymore, so I decided I could put them on here...especially since I don't know of anyone that knows I have this blog. My two wishes for today are: 1) I wish every week I could pick a person that I could just sit on a porch swing, or sit in front of a fire, or a sunset, or a statue, or on top of a building, or on a mountain, and TALK with them. Just talk. Just be free and open and fun and frank. Just reminisce or talk about the future or about current life or whatever. In the past I have had some of these opportunities and they make up some of my favorite memories, and some have been life changing conversations. Seriously. They are like therapy. I can release thoughts and feelings. If only I could do that every week. That'd be awesome. And they have to be at a time very relaxed. It can't be rushed by anything. So, like a Sunday afternoon or something. So, I'm going to name them "porch swing talks." Some of my favorite porch swing talks in the past have been with Emilie, my dad, Marissa, Arie, Melissa, Jared, Bryan, my mom, & Nick. 2)I wish I wasn't such a chicken. It's funny because I was just talking to someone else the other day about them being a chicken. But there are so many times where I should say something that I don't.
I see people that are having a bad day, and I know asking them about it could be helpful to them, but I don't do it. Or moments I really wanted to
tell someone that they are special to me, but I don't do it. Or times that I should
say 'thank you' and REALLY REALLY mean it, but I don't. Or
people that I find fascinating and pleasant that I would like to get to know, but don't ever talk to them.
So, the great thing about these two wishes everyday, is that sometimes it causes me to put down on paper (or its electronic equivalent) things that I wish, and then I look at them and say "I'm going to do this, dang it!" and I do it. But...sometimes I don't say that. But thats okay. Some are more realistic than others. But I try to
live my wishes!